It just hit me, just NOW hit me, the WHY, the why I haven’t been able to face and finish this (sorry for cussing) goddamned chapter. Dang. Now, to write about it. Dang.
This has something to do with
“This is what you shall do;
Love the earth and sun and the animals, despise riches, give alms to every one that asks, stand up for the stupid and crazy, devote your income and labor to others, hate tyrants, argue